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[Jul. 10th, 2009 | 07:39 am] |
11 hours and I'll get to hug him again. Isn't it awsome?!
This time for a change we dealed not to meet at the airport arrival, I'll get there much earlier than him and I'll wait him at a café. Last time he came we sat there and took a cappuccino.
He said he will find me and he will join me...what? Join me? XD haha, as soon as I see him I'll jump to his neck XD I'm sure!
Plus, this morning I need to do few things for the graduation, such as...going to take back the dress, talk with the guy for the graduation cake, go to take the 3 copies of the thesis and...I'm so nervous.
Yesterday I went to see the graduation of a friend...it was so official, it scared me even more. I'm lucky I'll be with him at that moment, because I know with him I'm stronger...he just has this effect on me.
11 hours...so slow to go. |
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[Jul. 9th, 2009 | 08:50 am] |
The first thing I have done this morning has been checking my account in the university site.
Well, it's gone.
You really have no idea how all this scares me.
I just hope the speech will go fine! |
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[Jul. 7th, 2009 | 10:16 am] |
My self-esteem is so low that I feel it in the other side of the world, in Australia. |
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[Jul. 4th, 2009 | 02:21 pm] |
*Fenomeno Facebook*
Previous post here.
So, today I finally added him. Actually I just wrote a text asking how he was doing, if he remembered me and so on, as ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) vanillapancake and candysheeps adviced.
Not even 5 minutes later he sent me a friend request and replied to my text. He wrote of course he remembers me, but he had to go and later he is going to write me more to tell all the news of these past 5 years we haven't been talking (gosh XD poor me! ).
Cool!
I mean, we both look really cool about hearing from each others again.
How was seeing him again?! A SHOCK!!!
The first thing I though when I saw his pictures was "WHERE THE H*** IS HIS HAIR???!" When we used to date he had nice long and soft hair, I just loved thouching it. And if there was something he had and Ju doesn't have that I REALLY liked was the hair. Well, it is all gone now, he cutted it and he looks just...too normal. Anyway...the eyebrows are still the same! XD hehe.
Wondering what he thought when he saw my pictures.
It was strange to see him again, even if only in pictures. He just looks so different. So adult!
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[Jul. 4th, 2009 | 09:55 am] |
I think everyone at some point just dream about their own dream house.
This is also why I joined some lj communities, to get some ispiration for my future house.
Actually I have been also looking for one, but it's not easy. Even if we find the perfect one there is always something wrong. Too small, too expencive, too far away, horrible view, etc. Well, we keep positive anyway. At some point we will find the perfect one :)
I have been surfing on the net a bit to get some ideas and here I got something I would like.
( ..:: Just look behind the cut ::.. ) |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2009 | 06:13 pm] |
Last exam.....DONE!!!!!!!
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[Jun. 29th, 2009 | 12:31 pm] |
I was coming back from uni when I met those guys. We used to be really close friends some years ago, we used to go to the beach together, spend all the evenings and afternoon together, study together even if we were in different schools. One of them just lives downstairs. I used to hang out with his sister the summer my sister was in Canada and since then we became best friends. That summer was amazing I think, we spent those months just watching and making movies...and basically enjoying each others company. I was 14. Them are the friends of my childhood mainly.
They have always been there. They have been there when I went to Ireland, when my dad died, when I started studying the first year at university, they have been there when my mother felt sick. For some reason I just realized now how important they have been to me.
Anyway, with time something changed. Maybe I just was too focused on things I needed to do to spend time with them anymore...maybe we just didn't have anything to share. I dunno...just we started to see each others less and less.
Thinking about the past I have missed them somehow. I have missed our friendship, but why I didn't call them then at some point? Maybe I was just afraid that things would have changed so much...too much.
Today we talked all the way back home and I realized things haven't change much after all.
When I was going away I said we should hang out together again more often, soon we are done with our studies and we have total free summer so we should catch the occasion. One of them said he have heard rumors (gosh XD rumors...just wonder who told him) about the finnish visiting again. With the finnish he meant Ju :P He said he wants to see him and have a talk with him :) Sure, why not. I'm sure Ju will enjoy also.
And now just keep finger crossed for tomorrow.
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[Jun. 27th, 2009 | 07:33 pm] |
Just have written to some friends in the FB, tried to call the boy for the 4th or 5th time without getting an answer (he must be picking berries or chilling out with the brother or studing to become a pilot or saving the world and doesn't have the mobile with him), looked at the HUGE brise I got yesterday on my leg (and mainly other smaller ones everywhere else), read the italian Lost forum.
That's what I have done the past hour.
Oh, no...I also watched some hilarious videos made by those 2 brilliant guys. Watch them here.
Plus they have an other miniseries (it is this in process) here.
I just love them and their videos. They are great actors and the guy (Jason/Ben) just reminds me so much of Ju. Ahahaha.
Give it a look, they are funny!
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[Jun. 27th, 2009 | 10:54 am] |
I hurt my wrists yesterday. I cannot even write at the moment. And have the last exam coming.
I'm just an idiot! |
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[Jun. 24th, 2009 | 09:53 am] |
At 09:09 today I got the fallowing text:
Pusu sulle, rakkautta mulle *_* -poet piggy.
I hate to always repeat myself, but this guy is special.
Expecially for the poet piggy.
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[Jun. 23rd, 2009 | 01:06 pm] |
Just baked Lemon cookies.
It was the first time ever I I baked those and ...I simply LOVE THEM! I took the recepie here, even if I changed it a bit, like I didn't roll them in the sugar since I don't like too sweet things. But they were awsome anyway. I'll give it an other try at some point and I'll write my version of the recepie. :) Oh, a not for the next time I'll cook them: don't make them too big size, they are better when they are small. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2009 | 12:17 pm] |
Wow, it's been ages since I have posted about movies I have watched.
Yesterday I watched Memento.
I loved the idea and how the movie cronology was "messed up", going from the future back to the past. That was a really really cool idea. Plus I love the idea of someone who cannot built new memories. I think they should start a series about it or something, because the idea is really great. The movie in general was ok...you discover by little steps what happened to Leonard and at the end he tricks himself...which I think it was a kinda silly end.
Grade: 3+ / 5.
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[Jun. 21st, 2009 | 09:48 am] |
And this is from the boy: I knew he was going to send me a postcard at some point :P so I could post it on the lj, hehe. He loves when I write about him in here.
And here it is.
This was supposed to come for my nimipäivä (name day) and as surprise. But of course posts always need to ruin little surprises we send to each others. It came one week later and we though I was not going to get it anymore, so he told me what he sent.
But it was so sweet anyway <3
I never got such a romantic card before, simply love it! Not to mention the sweet things he wrote in it, and all the heart-stickers he put!
About the name day and presents.
My uncle asked what I got from Ju for my name day and I happily (and with hearts shaped eyes *_*) said a card. He seemed to be a bit surprised how happy I was "just" for a card.
But a card full with love words means much more than any other expensive object. Some girls I know would wanna just expensive gifts but I don't need those (well...ok, maybe once in a while could be nice to get XD haha, I'm a girl too after all). The only thing I really need and cannot live without is him. Gne gne, I stop here, otherwhise this becomes too boring! :P Thanks Ju, cannot wait to see you again! And thanks thanks thanks thanks!
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[Jun. 21st, 2009 | 09:29 am] |
RU - 48859  [ # 40 - Russia ]
I love this postcard. It reminds me more about Greece than Russia for some reason.
( ..:: + Stamp ::.. )DE - 349882  [ #41 - Frankfurt, Germany ]
I'm not sure it's actually patently, I cannot understand the handwriting so well. I tryed to search for the quote in the net but couldn't find it. If anyone knows if it's patently or some other word please tell me.
( ..:: + Stamp ::.. ) |
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[Jun. 17th, 2009 | 09:03 am] |
The boy this morning wrote me:
"Poggy thinks he has a bad crush on pikku italian panda. *runs under the sohva* :)"
[sohva = sofa]
It made me smile for the last 30 minutes.
That's why:
- Poggy. Once he typed poggy in steand of piggy (pig in finnish). I had fun of it saying it is the rounder version of a piggy. Since then he loves and laugh a lot when I call him poggy. It's his favourite nickname now I think :) We both love it, it's sweet and funny at the same time.
- I started the *runs under the sohva* thing when we started kinda of flirting. I used to say that a lot when I tried to make him understand I liked him and felt he was more than a friend to me. I am very shy when I like someone and need to confess it. Then he started to use that sentence also.
Often we ended "under the sohva" talking and...I don't know. It just sounds the sweetest thing ever.
He didn't think I was weird neither the first time I said that :P 'He just came under the sohfa with me'. Cutie cutie cutie.
We didn't use this formula for ages, and it made me feel a bit like at the really beginning. <3
'love this guy like hell. Kiitos Amò.
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[Jun. 13th, 2009 | 02:55 pm] |
Tänään on minun nimipäivä.
Today is my name day.
And in 30 days I'll be graduated!
Cannot wait. |
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[Jun. 11th, 2009 | 07:52 pm] |
US - 418447  [ #38 - Florida, U.S.A. ] "The daily beatings will continue tenfil (? I don't understand that word) morale improves". This postcard is one I like the most. FI - 561767  [ # 39 - Espoo, Finland ] |
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[Jun. 11th, 2009 | 07:26 pm] |
FI - 559513  [ # 36 - Vaajakoski, Finland ] TW - 57710  [ # 37 - Taipei, Taiwan ] |
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[Jun. 11th, 2009 | 07:02 pm] |
DE - 348813  [ #34 - Germany]TW - 57717  [ #35 - Taiwan ]
I'm in love with this one. I'm sure my sister will be so jelous when she'll see it.
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